He's an idiot

So this is the thing, the person I thought was my bf broke up with me a time ago for unknown reasons. Hes aspie and I thought I could deal with that. The second week after we started he said THE WORD, i was a lil bit overwhelmed, it was too soon for that and i just smiled. Then he dumped me cause he felt stressed out and anxious. After a week he wrote me back on fb asking me back and I accepted. (now i regret it) the thing is.. we were together for about 3 months without counting the 2 or 3 times he dumped and call me back. I blame his condition, i spoke with experts. read lots of articles and tried to get him. Then it happened again and this time was like the real time, by that time, my feelings for him was increased, we were a happy couple after all, never fought or something.

Now after few months of that last breakup, i found out he has or had a blog when he wrote SHITS about me, he said he was manipulating me and he only wanted me for sex.

He is a lonely person and hes craving for attention, but i dont get why he had to write about me to make him look like his a super macho.

I am really pissed and i must admit, I didnt cry the day he dumped me, I felt really sad and i missed him like crazy but this shitty article he wrote about me was devastating.

And maybe I havent move on at all, but i dont feel anything else but hate for him. He is a horrible, selfish, sick and idiot muppet!