I'm in love with my friend since I was in second grade of high school (now I'm in third grade). We haven't talked like others do to us (because I'm pretty shy to start a conversation with him). We aren't close although in the past, we were a classmate. I'm aquarians and sometimes I don't care what he is doing with another girl but sometimes I'm jealous too. When he tries to flirt another girl, I usually regard him as a bastard because the way he flirts the girl is so cheesy for me (and I can't stand for it). Till now, we haven't talked and sometimes we get an eyecontact that makes me smiling unconsciously also my heartbeat beats quickly. I wish I could be close with him someday.